"There are things that are just not meant to be",

Payaso says.

Augustana: Ang Katapusan

"If we can love someone so much, how will we be able to handle it the one day when we are separated? And if being separated is part of life, and you know about separation well, is it possible that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them? At the same time, is it possible that we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all?"

- Mew, The Love Of Siam

Augustana Part 3

Augustana Part 1

Augustana Part 2

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Mahilig ako magjakol. Infact, ang pagjajakol sa akin ay parang paghinga. Malungkot kasi ako, ito lang ang nagpapasaya sa akin. Buti na lang binigyan ako ni Papa God ng laruan, built-in pa. May pangalan ba pututoy mo? 

Augustana Part 2

Tulad ng sabi ko sa pinakauna kong post, isa akong noob. Noob sa pagblog, noob sa pagiging bakla, noob sa relationships. Minsan winiwish ko na meron akong tiyuhing bakla rin. Gay uncle in english, na pwede kong pagtanungan. Pero mukhang ako ata ang pinakaunang aminadong bakla sa pamilya. My parents would be so proud. Chos.

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Augustana Part 1

Sorry  sa aking mga avid readers (meaning kayong dalawa) at may katagalan ang sumunod kong post. Na in-love kasi ako. Yes, you heard me right! Een-Lowvuh. Ewwiee…

RH Bill, Mommy D and Religion

May mga bagay sa mundo na walang kasilbi-silbi, hindi na dapat sila pinaggugugulan ng brain cells. Isa na doon si Mommy D. 

at namatay bigla ang 30% ng brain cells ko

Pinangako ko sa sarili ko hindi kita pagiisipan pero hindi ko maiwasan, kaya, Congrats Mommy D! Iginawa kita ng post. 

Being Bad

All my life, I was always the standard for my siblings (I was the middle child of three) and my siblings hated me for that. The line, "Bat di mo gayahin si Nicko?", echoed endlessly in my household. Truthfully, I wasn't even trying. I was just being myself. Were they just that bad or was I brought up to make other people happy?